Hi Dad,
I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday, I know you would have been 90 today, you used to joke about that.
Sandra and Sasha are with you now so I hope you all have a beautiful time together on your special day.
I was with both of them when they went to sleep and I know you were there waiting for them when they woke up again.
Tell them that I love them so, so much.
I tried my hardest to look after Sasha and I hope she is running around again chasing her bally and having lots of fun and games like she used to do and still wanted to but couldn't because of her little legs.
I know you'll be taking care of her and she'll love all the attention she'll be getting from her Daddy.
I feel like I failed her but didn't know what to do, she looked into my eyes as she closed them for the last time and our hearts shattered into little pieces as we knew she wouldn't wake up with us but know that she woke up and the first person she saw was her Daddy and her Sandra xxx
I am struggling to cope without her.....she was my cheeky little monkey and I love her so deeply Dad.
She loves to do a wiggle on her back to the Wiggly Worm song that I will tell you about later.
Me and Mum miss Sasha so much and love her with all our hearts......we always have and always will.
Give her lots of huge cuddles and lots of never ending kisses from us.
We both miss Sandra so much and hope she is enjoying being free of the breathing difficulties she had and is having fun with you and Sasha.
We love Sandra and miss her so much but know you'll be looking after her too now and can be a Dad again.
I miss you and love you so much Dad
Love Always & Forever
Happy Birthday
Your Forever Loving Son
David xxx