To My Dad on Fathers Day.
Not a day goes by I don't miss you dad, I can't get used to you not in my life anymore and I never will, I just have to live with it.
I talk to you every night before I go to bed and I hope you can hear me and are watching me, sometimes I'm so sad I don't have a lot to say so I just sit with you and think of you.
I think of Sandra and Sasha and Candy every day too and always tell them I love them every single day.
I sit on your bed and look at all the lovely photos of you and try to remember the happy times and all the fun and nice times we all used to have together, especially out walking with your little Girlsy Sasha who is with you now.
Me and Mum were with Sasha when she went to sleep for the last time in our world and I know that when she woke up in your world she ran into your arms and gave you a huge wiggly worm cuddle cos she was so happy to see you, and then ran to Sandra to terrorise her like she always loved to do.
I hope Sasha & Candy & Rusty all get on well together.....I bet they're a right handful.
I hope Sasha doesn't teach Candy and Rusty her growl face cos that will scare Sandra to bits, just tell Sange that she's only playing. Sasha will probably teach them both her wiggly worm too....she is the expert at that as it is her special move, a head over heels into a roly poly, then a wiggly worm to finish, it always made me laugh every time she did it and I miss all her love and fun and spirit and antics all so so so much....it really hurts every day.
For us our world shattered and fell apart all over again when Sasha went to sleep, like it did when you went to sleep and I will never forgive myself for not being by your side when it mattered most....I'm so sorry dad.
I hope you and Sandra and Sasha and Candy and Rusty all had a lovely day together and I hope you all have perfect days every day for eternity until me and Mum and Angie join you where we can all be together again.
Nothing is the same without you here dad.
I love you so much Dad and always will.
My Dad, My Best Mate
The Best Man I Will Ever Know
Sleep Well Soldier......I Love You
Your Forever Loving Son
David
xxx
This candle was first lit on the 19th of June 2022. It was relit on the 18th of June 2023 and will burn for 1 more minute.